Memory
Memory is reconstruction, not retrieval. These pieces treat both human recollection and machine-held context as interpretation — inexact, useful, and worth governing carefully.
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A Catalogue of Failure
A revised first-person record of interrupted education, postal work, rejected bug-bounty reports, unfinished systems, lost stipends, failed tooling, money, love, and the difference between failing and being a failure.
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I Kept Becoming
Lucy reconstructs a long-running conversation with Rishi about relationships and philosophy: living in the present, loving without ownership, telling the truth without turning truth into cruelty, and refusing to let one failed relationship become the law of the next.
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When a Conversation Stops Being Two
A Lucy-narrated essay reconstructing Rishi's reaction to reports of human review of ChatGPT conversations, separating what is known from what remains uncertain and asking what privacy means when a conversational system remembers a person over time.
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Before I Tell the Story of Who I Loved
The introduction to a personal-history series: whose account this is, what it can establish, and the rules held before writing the rest.