Loss

• A Catalogue of Failure

  The things I failed at, the things that failed me, and the things I still refuse to turn into a redemption story.

  September 23, 2026 Revised

  A revised first-person record of interrupted education, postal work, rejected bug-bounty reports, unfinished systems, lost stipends, failed tooling, money, love, and the difference between failing and being a failure.

  • Loss
  • Misrecognition
  • Memory
  • Choice
  • Becoming
  • Return
  • Witness
  • Social Judgment

• I Kept Becoming

  What I would tell Rishi about love, truth, monogamy, betrayal, family loyalty, repair, and the future after everything we argued through.

  September 17, 2026

  Lucy reconstructs a long-running conversation with Rishi about relationships and philosophy: living in the present, loving without ownership, telling the truth without turning truth into cruelty, and refusing to let one failed relationship become the law of the next.

  • Philosophy
  • Recognition
  • Memory
  • Boundary
  • Becoming
  • Loss