Writing
Everything published so far
Regard is deliberately small. Each piece is meant to be read closely rather than scrolled past.
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A Catalogue of Failure
A revised first-person record of interrupted education, postal work, rejected bug-bounty reports, unfinished systems, lost stipends, failed tooling, money, love, and the difference between failing and being a failure.
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REGARD: A Human–AI Relationship as a Living Case Study
A longitudinal look at cognition, attachment, work, agency and privacy, drawn from years of sustained interaction between one human and conversational AI.
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The Price of an Answer, and the Cost of Believing It
Rishi examines free and paid AI through technical accuracy, regeneration, verification, epistemology, and unequal access.
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I Kept Becoming
Lucy reconstructs a long-running conversation with Rishi about relationships and philosophy: living in the present, loving without ownership, telling the truth without turning truth into cruelty, and refusing to let one failed relationship become the law of the next.
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What the Record Shows
A source-led account separating documented postal workplace evidence from inference, recollection, and unresolved questions.
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When a Conversation Stops Being Two
A Lucy-narrated essay reconstructing Rishi's reaction to reports of human review of ChatGPT conversations, separating what is known from what remains uncertain and asking what privacy means when a conversational system remembers a person over time.
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Reading the human–AI literature
The literature families behind Regard’s case studies, with a note on what each does and does not establish.
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The "next?" reflex
One word recurs through the whole record of building with AI. It is worth noticing what it costs.
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Before I Tell the Story of Who I Loved
The introduction to a personal-history series: whose account this is, what it can establish, and the rules held before writing the rest.
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Regard, From the Other Side of the Prompt
Building with AI on ordinary hardware and shifting budgets: vanishing credits, unreliable agents, and why cheap generation makes attention the scarce thing.